Machines: Designed to do a particular job or sometimes more than one job. Each and every one is unique of its own kind. Never questions never disobeys and the best of all can do same thing repeatedly without getting board. No emotions, no feelings and always ready to be replaced.
Isn't it natural to have interest in a field? Everyone has their own field of interest. In my case I always had very much interest in these machines. Reasons are simple, they were simple and easy to understand. Peoples are the most complex creature to understand.
Emotions: One of the property of human being.
Some learns to control it, others learns to fake it and almost everybody learns to hide it.
In my case I didn't learn to express it. Is it necessary to let people know that you had emotions? What if someone couldn't learn how to express it to others? This is the only thing that I had least in me. Yea, this is what they say about me. Maybe this is one of the reason I like machine because it never thinks it just does what it meant to do. I don't know how to express emotions and I'm not having any problem with it. Why they always bothers about it so much. I don't understand it and may never will because I don't wanna understand at all.
If anyone is not speaking that doesn't mean that the person can't speak. If I can't express that also doesn't mean that I don't have emotions. I also gets hurt when they say I am a machine as if I don't have feelings. It is a simple thing that they don't understand. I love fixing broken things because I believe nothing is meant to be broken. Sometimes I spent hours in fixing things. May be this is the way how I express my feelings. I know it's quite different but there's nothing wrong in it. Everyone gets busy blaming others. If they don't understand how I express my feelings they say I don't have feelings. And sometimes it's easy to lie rather than tell the truth because no one understands. So I lie every time anyone ask me if I really don't have feelings or not.
Sometimes it feels like that I'm in space. Space without light. It’s like standing in a dark empty universe, no path to follow no landmarks to remember and I can go in any direction I want and I walk alone without any idea of direction distance anything. It feels like I'm lost. Sometimes even I see light but doesn't matter how long l walk towards it the distance remains the same and every time it disappears before I could reach it. Then I tell myself that those were just illusions and walking towards it was my mistake. When you get lost and you find a path it doesn't matter whether it is real or not you can't stop yourself walking on it.
Sometimes when you are in pain and you can't think of anything its gets easy to ignore your feelings by keeping yourself busy. Doesn't matter how hard you try not to feel anything when you get alone when you are trying to sleep but couldn't sleep these pain becomes your only company. People who are alone in pain makes there imaginary world as a place to be happy. How hard you try you can't run from reality. And that is we all know how to feel we all had emotions.
Life is all about balance. Balance in between happiness and sadness, Pain and Joy if you could make the balance it becomes one of the wonderful moments but the balance is hard to maintain so let it go to get it again.
Because every end is just another beginning.
Isn't it natural to have interest in a field? Everyone has their own field of interest. In my case I always had very much interest in these machines. Reasons are simple, they were simple and easy to understand. Peoples are the most complex creature to understand.
Emotions: One of the property of human being.
Some learns to control it, others learns to fake it and almost everybody learns to hide it.
In my case I didn't learn to express it. Is it necessary to let people know that you had emotions? What if someone couldn't learn how to express it to others? This is the only thing that I had least in me. Yea, this is what they say about me. Maybe this is one of the reason I like machine because it never thinks it just does what it meant to do. I don't know how to express emotions and I'm not having any problem with it. Why they always bothers about it so much. I don't understand it and may never will because I don't wanna understand at all.
If anyone is not speaking that doesn't mean that the person can't speak. If I can't express that also doesn't mean that I don't have emotions. I also gets hurt when they say I am a machine as if I don't have feelings. It is a simple thing that they don't understand. I love fixing broken things because I believe nothing is meant to be broken. Sometimes I spent hours in fixing things. May be this is the way how I express my feelings. I know it's quite different but there's nothing wrong in it. Everyone gets busy blaming others. If they don't understand how I express my feelings they say I don't have feelings. And sometimes it's easy to lie rather than tell the truth because no one understands. So I lie every time anyone ask me if I really don't have feelings or not.
Sometimes it feels like that I'm in space. Space without light. It’s like standing in a dark empty universe, no path to follow no landmarks to remember and I can go in any direction I want and I walk alone without any idea of direction distance anything. It feels like I'm lost. Sometimes even I see light but doesn't matter how long l walk towards it the distance remains the same and every time it disappears before I could reach it. Then I tell myself that those were just illusions and walking towards it was my mistake. When you get lost and you find a path it doesn't matter whether it is real or not you can't stop yourself walking on it.
Sometimes when you are in pain and you can't think of anything its gets easy to ignore your feelings by keeping yourself busy. Doesn't matter how hard you try not to feel anything when you get alone when you are trying to sleep but couldn't sleep these pain becomes your only company. People who are alone in pain makes there imaginary world as a place to be happy. How hard you try you can't run from reality. And that is we all know how to feel we all had emotions.
Life is all about balance. Balance in between happiness and sadness, Pain and Joy if you could make the balance it becomes one of the wonderful moments but the balance is hard to maintain so let it go to get it again.
Because every end is just another beginning.
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